My 2019 has been a roller-coaster with a lot of emotional turnovers and new experiences. The biggest thing that happened this year is going for exchange student program in France for almost 6 months and seeing BTS in London. When I didn’t pass my JPA-MARA interview, I know for real I couldn’t study overseas. My family couldn’t afford it. We are just rakyat marhaen 😂🙏. I wrote about this so many times but I was just sad and went to study foundation in law. I did pretty good but decided “hey I love language and I hate technicality in legal profession so I will study French at UPM because it’s cheaper than UM.”
Probably not-so-wise decision because I never did well in French except where I went to France and finally practise it there. But then again I don’t see myself doing something else than language. Granted, I am not fluent in French (yet) and now I add the burden by studying Korean. 😅
2019 is where I started to feel like I did the right thing and that I actually grow out of my sadness that I felt back in 2016,2017 and 2018. The pain subsided but I still feel bitter. I still feel bitter but I am better.
My social circle is happier. I bid goodbye to friends who I found out saying things behind my back, I stop begging for people to stay in my life, I found the comfort in my own company, I started to post YouTube video regularly, I started to do part time works and started to save more money. Well, the saving only started in September when I realised that I am super broke… 🤒
I am being more assertive, I say no and don’t feel guilty, I live this life for me.
So many unexpected things happened. Things that I didn’t expect (duh, obviously) and things that I yearned for so long (France and BTS concert).
I was at the lowest in April 2019 and now in December, I feel wholesome and alive.
15 days into the new decade and I am turning 23 next year.
Life moves so fast.
And I hope that 2020 will be a year where I prosper.
Ameen.
I hope that you guys will have a splendid 2020 too.
As we get older, we meet many new friends and grow distance with the old friends. Sometimes we find ourselves in conflict,should I fight for this friendship or should I let go and move on?
With my college friends
When it comes to friendship, I am not the best person to talk about it. In terms of being the right person. But boy, I have a lot on my plate.
I cut off my contact with my close friends from high school back in June 2016. It was because I felt left out and that they went to Seoul Garden without me. 3 years passed and I still think of that incident whenever I walk pass Seoul Garden.
I went into university, not having my close friends because I already cut them off. Made new friends only to have this newly budding friendship turned sour. As someone who was social; it pained my heart and I became a sad and depressed person. It is the fault of both parties; then she tried to make amend but I was too sad to even make up for anything. I just wanted to disappear.
I was passive aggressive.
Instead of confronting people, I just chose to walk away.
I chose to cry and torture my emotions.
I left my close friends hanging. I blocked them and replied curtly to any dms on IG.
Of course, I already made up with my close friends from high school. But I am sure what I did had left them in pain and confusion.
Yes, I was a toxic friend. Maybe I am still am to this day, to some friends or acquaintances.
My inability to face the music is something I am actively working on.
That’s a long introduction over there and not what I want to discuss in this post. The point is after making such mistakes in 2016 and 2017, I started to be wary of whom I let into my life and whom I call friends.
Here’s the thing, you get older and you have limited time on your hands. You also are swamped with a lot of responsibilities ; you somehow become choosy with whom you spend your time and energy with. We cannot lie that maintaining friendship requires a lot of efforts and some days we have to deal with one-sided friendship and decide whether this worths to fight for because you have known the person half of your life and you couldn’t imagine your life without their presence.
I have friends who come to me just when they need help. I can count with my fingers (doesn’t even exceed 4) how many times we have deep conversations. They will only contact me when they need me to do something.
“Khadijah are you in your room I need…”
“Khadijah can you print this for me?”
“Khadijah can I use your room?”
“Khadijah you know how to edit video can you…”
Don’t get me wrong. I have no problems with helping my friends. Given that they don’t come to me only when they need something. Given that they don’t see me as an easy person who is always there to help them. It gets tiring when I encounter this kind of relationship. I wonder are we friends or are we acquaintances?
There are many instances when you become good friends with room-mates, classmates or colleagues. And there are many more instances that you are nice just for your convenience.
I used to flaunt my friends. I stop doing that and keep my friendships to myself. Moreover because I started to redefine what friendship means to me and to whom I shower my love to.
I was watching Joonkik’s video where he was with a Germany girl who is extremely fluent in Korean. She’s 20 and can speak 4 languages fluently. I looked up her YouTube and her Instagram and of course I watched all her highlights like I usually do when I find someone new online.
Anyways, she said that her key of success is by staying positive and working hard. She also mentioned that she’s an optimist.
I think I only started to learn French seriously last year when I was about to sit for DELF B1. I looked back at my essays and palmed my face; so much errors. Am I really majoring in French? I went to France for 5 months and my French improved in a sense that I am no longer afraid to speak the language and I am confident in my language ability. 😉
I am a bit off track right now and I kind of regret not taking DELF B2 this semester. I think I will sit for it next semester. Hopefully I will pass with flying colours. I want to sit for C1 before I turn 25. In sha Allah.
Language is a very fascinating thing to me and I pray that I will work in this niche as long as I want. I think of works after finishing school and I might have to work a job that I don’t even like. But that’s OK I think. Job is scarce these days especially for language and communication major like me; it’s harder to get a job with decent pay.
Optimism plays a huge part of language learning. It reminds me of days of me working hard on English and now French and Korean. I was a bit pessimist before and that hindered my progress. Learning new language should be fun and make you feel happy. You must enjoy the process, only then you will improve.
I wasted almost 2 years of my degree life not learning much. When Billie Eilish said that she wasted too much time being sad, I feel that.
Anyway, let’s stay positive and work hard for the rest of our degree years. It is like 8 months for me. I plan to work hard on my French and Korean since I will go to Seoul for a week after finishing school. In sha Allah.
It is still alien and weird to grasp that I am finally 22 and I will graduate real soon. I am legal and can do whatever I want.
An iconic selfie with dementor
It is however awfully familiar to update here, to write on blog even though I am actually on my phone typing on WordPress application. Feels like I was 12 again, and just created a blogspot where I rambled about life and my hatred towards it.
Who knows 10 years later I am very much in love with life. The lust to live and the desire to achieve my dreams are very much set ablaze right now. There are many new people in my life right now, and I love them so much sometimes I do wonder if they love me back. That this love is not one street. I guess, there are days where I need affirmation that I am loved and cherished by many. It is something I am still working at. Validation is one hell of a drug, isn’t?
The question I have had eversince I was 13, I think the 22 year old me kind of has found the answer. The kind of person I want to be and how I want myself to be perceived by the public and by close friends and family in private. The way how I carry myself and the pride I have within me. They bothered me for so long and they made me doubted myself a little bit too much.
I think you guys can relate to my confusion as well. Life is all about discovering yourself.
I am feeling a bit nostalgic and melancholic today. It feels surreal that
I am now a final year student. I am supposed to be dating a cute tall guy, right? Hahaha but here I am still the me who fangirls over kpop boys but a bit upgraded now.
Whatever happens in the future, whether good or bad; I want to always cherish the good ones more.
I will be starting my internship real soon, I am going back to uni on 19 June and then move to Cheras and start the internship for 2 months at DBP! Alhamdulillah. As someone who loves languages, I am excited to see where this will bring me and what kind of job scopes I will be assigned to.
In the meantime I was lying on the bed the other day and was thinking at how I have achieved some of my dreams and am immensely grateful for them alhamdulillah.
I passed DELF B1 exam (planning to sit for B2 this November and C1 in 2021), went for 6 months exchange student program in France, saw BTS in Wembley Stadium, London. I already went to 4 countries by myself; China, Singapore, France and United Kingdom.
I scrolled through my archived post and reread my #knaixxshortsnap and I just realised that I have grown out of the misery, sadness and confusion that held me back in 2017&2018. I was amazed at how time heals the wound and only left me with scars.
Some people don’t really like growing old, I am too. However I can’t deny that I got more matured and confidence as I age. I hope I age like a fine wine!
I still have some worries but they aren’t as severe as they were before. I’m happy to be home with my family and close friends. I realised how I value them and wish for us to lead healthy and happy lives. Ameen.
I’m laying on my bed, I was actually waiting for Isya’ but actually the apps already vibrated a few minutes ago, marking the time of prayer.
Right now I am listening to my free Spotify an\nd it shuffles to Stone Cold by Demi Lovato as I am typing. Before it was Shawn Mendes – Don’t Be A Fool.
I’m in La Rochelle for my exchange student program. It is my 4th month here I can’t wait to go home. I really do. But I know for sure that I will miss the city and the vibe.
It is 2 May 2019, 2327 and in a few minutes I’ll turn 22.
I have mixed feeling about adding one year to my age every year. Soon I’ll be writing 3 infront of my age and I bet I will still have the doubts lingering around me.
I am still wondering where life will take me. Am I genuinely happy? My place in this world. My contribution to the world and society. Am I doing well mentally and physically. If I die at this instant, do I have any regrets?
Do I love my degree? Will I be fluent in French? Will I stop worrying? What kind of person I will be? Will I let anyone decides my life for me or do I decide my life for myself? Do I still regret opening up? Have I published books? Am I still living in the past, or have I moved on? Is it still hard for me to convey my feelings? Do I still feel mad at the mistreatment and the brainwashing?
Will I have my lingerie line?
Anyway I am 22 and I am just still me, still the old Khadijah. I feel sad and happy. I grow up, make mistakes and learn from em.
I really had procrastinated for more than 2 weeks for this blog post. To be honest, I am just not over the post concert depression at least for the first 2 weeks. I even teared up a bit whenever I listened to Empty since it is the opening song for their concert.
When I first knew that Winner is coming to Malaysia, I didn’t really expect to go. Since the cheapest ticket is RM200+ and it is all the way up. Baik aku tengok Youtube je kan. But I sort of still keeping a head up and left comments on Mino’s photos saying that I can’t wait to see him in Malaysia XD
However, my sister who just got into kpop circa June bought the ticket to IKON concert, and at that moment I still had not gone to any concert yet, Ideal Cut was my first and we bought the tickets a day before the concert. #wild
Anyway long story cut short, MCALLS who is one of the sponsors open second wave ticketing and the tickets were sold at half price! WOW. I didn’t think of buying, but after 3 days seeing that ads coming up to my timeline, I bought the ticket. I was adamant of going alone, even contacted my friends in Shah Alam to crash to their dorms!
I went with Anis, my classmate in koku masjid!
So.. let the pictures speak! (With my caption!)
So what we did first is we went to Mcalls booth in NU Sentral to redeem the tickets.
We went to the booth on Monday two weeks prior to the concert date because Anis was freaking out too much, she kept checking updates on twitter. I am so grateful for Anis’ presence because if not for her I’ll be going alone 😦
So the 2 weeks passed by agonizingly. I was in deep shit. I don’t know why but I was stressing so much and I remember telling Anis I wanted to die, rather than being worried, she replied, jangan mati lagi kita kena jumpa Winner dulu.
just a selfie while our make ups had not melted due to Malaysia’s hot weather
We took KTM twice, once Serdang-KL Sentral and KL Sentral – Batu Tiga. We actually took student cab at 8.30AM but she came late. Last time me and Athilah went to Ideal Cut at 3PM, this time it was a LOT earlier.
We bought food to eat outside stadium Malawati. Since I had never been to stadium concert before and Anis was a concert virgin, we had no idea that there would be fence around the stadium, and you could not bring outside food. We bought burger king, and the worker gave us one fries for free! Anis said it is because I am pretty! Ahahahhahaa thanks!! I know too XD
Taking it to the bright side, we feasted outside. We had 1.5 litre water bottle with us and that was not allowed as well. I had G7X with me so we went to the car park to hide my camera… Hmm…
We then gave our bread and biscuits to this one abang who was selling stuff at the front of the stadium, by the time we approached him he was packing his stuffs, I took it as he was being warned by the security. We saw him a few hours later at pasar malam at the back of the stadium.
When ‘it comes to kpop concerts, things that we cannot miss is freebies!!! This include banners, stickers, fans, hand mirrors, photocards and a lot more! You have to be very alert and keep close with the concert hashtag so you are aware of all freebies that are going on.
Last time with Ideal Cut, Athilah and I weren’t that enthusiastic regarding freebies. I was not a fan and idk about Athilah, maybe she wasn’t aware.
Anyway, Anis was so excited about the freebies. As you could see from my highlight on Instagram, we went early so we could collect all the freebies. Anis had put notification on for every freebies going on.
We reached the venue at 11AM but since we needed to finish our food before being allowed inside, we missed a freebie giveaway, Yoon’s handfan which we later got ekekeke alhamdulillah.
It was very hot that day, Anis told me that it was predicted to rain that day but thank god it didn’t. Or else where we could find a place to stay under.
The first 2 hours we didn’t get lucky. It was 1PM and we only had a few photocards… Such a bad luck.
Then we lined up to take photos, oh, we had an addition to the family! Aisyah, my classmate during foundation of law joined us. She bought the ticket at 1AM of the concert’s date… she was crazier than I am. And we both are crazy over Mino.
Magic happened when we lined for both banner and board. Whenever we saw people running to a person, or a huge crowd formed in a span of 3 seconds; two of us would run and collected freebies while one will take care of the line. Lmao. Teamwork makes the dream works, also, go to concert with friends.
Around 2.30PM, after taking photos and taking all the freebies, mind you Anis told there were still freebies not being handed yet, we rested under the shade. I was so close to faint because it was so hot and I wore headscarf. So to save myself, I loosen up my scarf and took off my undercap.
While we rested and read our notes since we both had tests the next day at 8.30AM for me and 9AM for Anis, we read our notes. I had 4 tests that week. I nailed 2 of em. The rest are history :”) So as we were reading our notes with 20% concentration, there were freebies being handed in front of us…. this happened a few times! and we got all freebies we had been eyeing! Ahahahaha! I didn’t take photos of all freebies because I already ate most of the sweets given. Ah that YOONMINO fan… I will treasure it forever.
Anis in front of the entrance
We got into the entrance around 5.30PM. before that we prayed and get our face tattooed! I never thought it would be this fun to get your face tattooed, but hmmm… having Song Minho and Inner Circle temporarily tattooed is an honour.
and this is me with my YOONMINO fan!
Later… we got into our seats and screamed our hearts out, our lungs too. Lucky us the person next to Anis agreed to exchange seat with me. Anis bought the ticket a day after I did so we couldn’t sit next to each other.
I did sneak G7X to record Body, but I forgot to press record and my camera got taken away from me as I was recording Turn Off The Light. I mean, I successfully sneaked my camera during Ideal Cut and Athilah didn’t get caught with her gigantic Nikon. I will be buying Huawei p20 since I now know that recording is not allowed, however if you record with phone it is fine. Camera that can zoom is a big no no. Aku masih trauma ok. Nasib baik pakcik RELA tu baik and boleh buat lawak bila dia bawak aku keluar stadium untuk bagi kamera dekat booth Lost & Found.
The concert was… magnificent. Winner’s vibe is astounding. They sound the same as their albums. I think they eat CDs for breakfast.
You know when they say that time flies so fast when you are enjoying it, it is true! kejap gila sia. The concert started around 6.15PM and at 7.30PM they stopped. Anis and I were both perplexed. It was time for encore… the concert ended at 8.15PM something.
Omg.. I am thankful we recorded the concert, I am thankful that I went with Anis as we both got to share our fancams. Our fancams had our ugly screamings in it, since I was using Samsung A5, my videos’ sound sucks bad, compared with Anis’ iPhone 6… lol!
Nak Huawei P20!
We really had blast throughout 2 hours of the concert. It felt surreal that it was happening at the moment and it was also surreal when it ended. Me and Anis were like, is this real?
When the concert ended, we felt extremely worn out from all the body wave we did and little dance. Our throats suddenly were sore! Wow this is real, I thought to myself.
I did a vlog on this! Please watch, ok! I will embed at the end of this post.
We safely got back to college at 9.45PM. I searched for people so we could share the grab fare. Alhamdulillah for twitter!
Last but not least, thank you to Anis and Aisyah who kept me accompany during Everywhere Tour In Malaysia. It is one of the best days of my life and I will never shut up about it.
I am now stanning Winner and will support them by buying their official merchs, albums and participating in their activities.
I painted my dorm white and boy, I really love my wall!
I am writing this on Words 2016 while sipping on my Nescafe mild coffee that I made an hour ago. The WiFi is driving me crazy and is ruining my movie night. Saturday is supposed to be my French movie night so that I can improve my French oral and listening. But no, Putra Hotspot decided to screw my plan and makes me feel mad.
Well, I could go to café and watch there but I hate to leave the comfort of my room. I don’t want to be in crowded place with chatters and dim lamps and slow fans. I also don’t want to watch my movie fully clothed with hijab on. This is also another reason why I don’t study at the library, I hate having my head covered…
Anyway, enough of the whining! The goal of today’s post is to share with you guys what I feel for my third year.
I had dreamed of university life ever since I was young. My mom studied in the US, my father studied in Malaysia, my uncle did his degree and masters in the states as well, my aunts studied in Egypt. I had always wanted to study overseas as well. But I realised, I am not that smart enough to secure a scholarship to study overseas. Well, it is not necessary for people studying overseas to be freaking brilliant (except for enrolling into the top ones, of course) you just need money. Which is why some resort of being escorts or sugarbabies… wuhuhuhu. Hanya iman mampu mengawal moral kita di dunia akhir zaman ini >.<
So I did pretty well in school, I was an above average students. Always top 5 in primary schools and well that changed in secondary school. Nevertheless I got 5A in UPSR, 9A in PMR and 10A 1C in SPM. I flunked my JPA-MARA interview because I thought I couldn’t pass with a C in my transcript so I didn’t do my best and let that purple tudung outshone everyone in group presentation! Afterwards I got into foundation of law in UiTM. Did well as well, had freaking blast there, finished with CGPA 3.75 and then got into French course in UPM, my first choice in UPU.
I had mentioned so many times how I felt with my choice, how I hated myself for choosing this major, how I thought it wouldn’t bring me advantages later on in professional works, how I felt downgraded when people said “eh belajar bahasa je mesti tak pandai sangat” when I really did well at school and academics generally. I wrote how this course disappointed me and how I felt about my surrounding, also how I wished I chose UM or learn French through immersion.
Well, I came to realise that some of my perceptions are wrong and how I am glad that I didn’t quit and apply back to law school. Because as much as I love the technicalities, it is not my passion. Hell, I don’t even know what is my passion right now. *cries*
Firstly, I learnt to manage my own perspective. I learn to lower my expectations of myself and towards others. It was hard, because I was taught growing up to be hard on myself. I was taught to hold accountability towards my own mistakes and wrongdoings. It was to the extend of me blaming myself. I didn’t realise that this is wrong, since I grow up with it. I am so used of self-hatred that it was a part of myself. My counselor is the one whom noticed this and he walked me out of this. BTS helps a lot too. I remembered a year ago, it was so overwhelming and I went to youtube and watched Namjoon’s speech about finding happiness and I listened to Suga’s mixtape a lot.
Secondly, I learnt not to care what others think of me. I used to be so cautious of what others think of me. When I was younger I would message my friends to ask ‘em what is their opinions on myself what I should improve. Looking back, that damaged me a lot. There are a lot of critism that were thrown to me. I felt that it was necessary for me to reflect on my doings.
It was mature and right for me to do so. But what I did wrong there is that sometimes the judgement that others made to me are reflections of what they despise of themselves. I also didn’t know how to handle my emotions quite well back then. Nowadays, it is not like I 100% don’t give a damn of what others think and speak of me, just less f*ck is given.
I begin to understand myself more and reflect on my actions by myself. The circle of friends that I seek for advice also get smaller. Most of them are my schoolmates and asasi friends. I have one or two in my college. Maybe it is also affected by my severe breakups in the first year that UPM left bad impression in my heart.
This semester, I have a lot of free time of which I use to revise and fangirl. I am so happy and thankful that I finally could attend concerts with close friends. In the first and second year I was occupied with college activities. Like I mentioned before, I had a vision of what kind of university gal I should be that I signed up for so many events in those 4 semesters. Now that I am in my third year I believe I should try other things and build my own personal branding. I had my YouTube channel, but it seems not to be doing well. Hahahaha. I thought creating contents is easy but nope. Jokes on me. Anyway I really hope my YouTube channel would be doing well in coming years, in sha Allah.
I am excited to embark the last 2 years of my university life. I am thankful for the memories I have here, the good and the bad. They taught me the meaning of life and I am grateful for the presence of all of my good friends in my life.
I will update more this blog more! Alive and kicking!
Assalamualaikum, guess what!!! As the title suggested I just went to #IDEALCUTinKL last night. One day had passed and it was still surreal that I saw Seventeen with my two eyes (they are 4 including the glasses but anyway)
So on last week’s Friday (14 September) I was listening to my free Spotify account. I just got back from my library study session and I was drained to the bone. As usual the spotify first played BTS songs and then it will randomly play any other related songs. As I was waiting for the bus, this one catchy song played…IT IS CLAP!!!! I was so, I don’t know how to explain it, I was so pumped and I was shocked (kinda) when I checked and it is atually Clap by Seventeen. So this is when I decided I need to attend their concert..
Finding the ticket wasn’t that hard, well, it was. LOL. When you are in tight budget like me. Thankfully a girl contacted me in twitter via DM and we agreed to meet up in KL Sentral. To make sure I wasn’t being scammed I contacted every experienced kpopper in my social circle. It was when my cousin told me that she used to buy Wanna One’s jersey from the girl that I was relieved.
She dm-ed 3 days before the concert, it was very last minute and we got the tickets the day before the concert. Yeah, I take it as a fate that we were meant to be.
super excited!
ok time ni dah capek sebab ramai giler orang
tiket paling murah tapi sebab depan kosong kitorang dapat ke depan banyak huhu!!
seat sendu sebelum diupgrade
this is how the stage looks like
after the concert ended, SARANGHAE SEVENTEEN!
SIS ADA STORY DISEBALIK GAMBAR NI
Silah bersama bias-nya
geng Grab balik UPM sekali #jimat
Apa feel dia lepas dapat gi concert?
I WAS SO HAPPY LIKE,FINALLY!!!
Dah lama teringin nak pi tapi sis duduk Kedah jauh yang amat pastu dulu sis kecik lagi parents tak lepas nak ke KL sengsorang. Sebabtu aku nak sangat study kat KL supaya senang nak pi konsert lol #nolies #honestly #salahsatusebab.
Like I mentioned before, sis bukan seorang carat. Aku ARMY. Dan aku dah tua takda banyak masa nak stan and keep up-to-date dengan banyak group. However, Seventeen mantap gila siot. Memang lives dorang on point. Koreografi pun sama!!! *nangis*
even kitorang sampai lewat, around 3 lebih sebab UPM dekat je ngan MIECC tu, kitorang sempat kutip photocards. Aku ambil je semua yang bagi.
Ni Silah ambil secara paksa daripada aku…
Ok story time.
Aku bagi korang tengok gambar ni, kitorang macam pelik gak asal Silah tak dapat photocards biases dia even kitorang gerak sekali.
RUPA-RUPANYA SEMASA SILAH TANGKAP GAMBAR AKU, SORANG CARAT NI HANDED AKU THE PHOTOCARDS AHAHHAHAAHHA. SILAH FRUST GILA. Selepas pujuk rayu, aku pun bagila photocards tu dekat dia.
Security memang mantap ah, banyak betul phone kena rampas dekat bahagian VIP. Dekat bahagian kitorang (CAT3- sebab upgraded an daripada CAT4) ada sorang minah ni degil dok rekod even kena warning. Kali ke-4 dia kena panggil keluar. Ingatkan tiket dah kena koyak ke apa macam dekat konsert Wanna One but alhamdulillah dia masuk balik. Kalini macam sedih sikit bahasa badan dia..
Tu la dik, ko dah kena warning cover la sikit nak rekod tu pun. Beli yang cermin gelap tu…
Tak sedar aku mulakan blog post ni dengan bahasa Inggeris. Entahla nak sejak buat degree French ni aku mula rindu berbahasa Melayu lmao.
Tu je coretan sis kalini. Memang enjoy terox la.
Kat bawah ni aku letak sekali vlog aku. Tontonlah wahai para pembacaku sekalian.
It has been awhile since I last write anything, I am always on twitter and just to be honest I am running out of ideas on what to write on this blog. Sticking to the essence, this blog will encapsulate things I have achieved in my life and my personal views.
Lately I have thinking that I should start you know, do things that enable to make money. Writing some cheesy articles about friendship or love or travel. However I realise, it is not something I want to do or to achieve.
AND, IT REALLY HAS PASSED 4 MONTHS SINCE I LAST PUBLISHED AN ARTICLE!
I don’t even write a complete fanfiction, haha. *sobs*
I WORKED PART TIME
Yes finally, after years! Eversince I was 18 I wanted to work but I had no one to send me to work and this time my mom bought a new car so I used her car to go to work. I worked as a promoter and boy, working is so tiring!
2. I BOUGHT A CAMERA
yES, it is my baby Canon G7X Mark II, I bought it with my first ever pay by my first job. Wow. My first camera, bought with my first pay by my first job. With this I hope to produce more quality content for my Youtube channel and grow that channel, in sha Allah.
3. I COOK AND BAKE MORE
This sem break I challenge myself to grow out of my comfort zone and make food I have never made before, hehe. It is all great but since I recorded it I don’t have photos of em. I will put the link to the video once it is done here!
4. I WENT TO PENANG WITH HIGH SCHOOL FRIENDS
Well, we go to Penang as often as we can. Kedah and Penang are neighbours. Plus the place where I live is only 45 minutes to Penang. Anyway this time it is different because we took public transports (and grab) and we stayed overnight in Batu Feringghi. I made my first cinematic vlog during this trip. Keep freaking out that my sd card my corrupt… smh
Here is the video :
5. SPENT MORE TIME WITH BABIES AND FAMILY
Ugh I really love babies, my camera and phone are full with babies’ photos. I really can’t get enough.
That’s 5 things I have done during this semester break.
Well, not looking forward for the new semester to start but we hafta have that degree, gurl!
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