In Islam, we believe in qada’ and qadar, we muslims believe in fate.
I am over the cloud today, alhamdulillah and that’s when it hits me ; most of my prayers are answered by God when the TIMING IS RIGHT. It is neither too late nor too early, it is perfect just the way God plans it to be.
I have turned into someone with high level of anxiety. I realised last night that the anxiety I have is a mask for my desperation. I am full of aspiration to successs at young age and I am too desperate not to be like my parents who live like normal people. I craved the success that will make me a renowned person. I dreamt of having my own wikipedia, hundred thousand of followers on my social media, the whole world acknowledging my presence.
Thankfully, I am no longer like that. I have stopped putting to much expectations on myself. I have accepted the fact that I might as well become a commoner like my parents. And that’s okay. My parents are happy and contented.
Furthermore after almost a year plus feeling lost, I realise there are only a few things that matter in life. Fame and wealth are none of them. They are your family and true friends.
I feel very thankful today and I pray that my life will continue like this. Ameen.